karfonontas karfia

rotisa ti fili mou mpas kai thaprepe nallaxo
na gino
pio kyria pio mama pio orimi.na psaxno ligotero na fevgo ligotero

de mporo na min eimai o eaftos mou thleontas kai mi
ta resourses mou panta ypovoithoun tis vasikes mou diatheseis kai oxi kenouries psoropoulimenes ideologies kai pragmatikotites


agapo
fonazo
peirazo
exafanizomai
xafniazo
ola gia to paignidi
tis psixis

den agorazo
dino kai perno

de perpato
strovilizomai

pos mporo na min xorevo omorfa ti zoi mou san xoreftria pou eimai?

Selfish

Tha ithela na eixa mia etsi pio entoni dosi anaisthisias. San kiafti pou exoun oi perissoteroi anthropoi. Pane xronia tora pou vlepo oti i exelixi tou anthropou epireasmeni apo tin antidrastiki koinonia ton xenizei apo ti pragmatiki tou fysi. Kai kataligei se apomonosi apo to evry synolo. Vasika oi koinonies mikrenoun. Den antexoume o enas ton allo pia. Olo theloume kai oloi de mas kanoun. Oi toixoi stenevoun pantou, sti doulia, sto spiti, sto apoxoritirio, sto aftokinito. Den antexoume tous eaftous mas oute tous dipla mas. Katatromagmeni apo to fovo tis lathos monimis epilogis panta fevgoume. Kai panta trexontas mipos kai xasoume ti pragmatika monadiki efkaireia tou teleiou ekeinou kosmou pou egine gia emas monaxa. Einai ypoulo to myalo. Nomizei oti mathainei kai gnorizei ti den xerei. Alla mono sygritika. Ti ginete otan o periorismenos sou kosmos den exei tin pliroforia sygkrisis? Tipota de ginete. Dioti den to anagnorizeis kan!!!!Fantazese posa pragmata yparxoun pou se koitoun katamoutra kai esy den mporeis oute kan na ta deis? Tha ithela na eixa mia dosi pio entonis anaisthisias etsi gia na mi mporo na do mesa apo ti diafania tis dikis mou sfairas pou me kyklonei etsi anti aftou na vlepo ta dika mou matia san se kathrefti.

Harmony

So people want to be balanced? Naaaah, they need to be balanced (its not that they want to). Harmony exists ONLY in chaos…. Let’s do chaos then……..

Summer clothes vs suits and S&M

Let’s begin ....the winter with the burning sun outside.

This morning I made my way out of the house to the ground floor left the key in the box for the workers who will soon be finishing my kitchen, realised that I was wearing slippers and so went back upstairs, without the key, came back to get the key and then back upstairs to decide which shoes to wear....In the car I decided to drive barefoot...was quite an experience. Felt much better. I guess I miss wearing clothes that I really would wear instead of the so called office "wear" is it that these clothes really do something? Like it’s our gear for work? It used to be! Wearing a suit actually made a difference at some point but I run out of suits! And so today I am wearing 3/4 black pair of pants, the blue top I wore in Pafos that Sunday and some black high hill shoes, and there’s a smell of mango hair mouse following me everywhere as my huge curly hair spring around as I walk. Is this my office gear? Bull; and what for anyway? My only meeting is with a designer so why couldn’t I be wearing my trashed white pants I love and red tank top with those slippers? It would look sexier I’m sure and I’d feel a billion times more comfortable. But hey, I guess it’s sort of a porn thing were you dress up in these success or failure costumes and get to the show where the looks of you will satisfy the men and women of power. Those who get paid to pay you and adorn their job by driving pleasure out of throwing you diminishing looks endeavoring that you will ignore them so they will have a reason to pull out a vendetta on you and keep appearing right at your faults to just slam you down on the floor by the head like a frothing K9 dog.... …and this is all just suppressed needs! So I should say... why don’t you all go relieve yourselves from this sadist behavior? Should I be bold and suggest that we set up a bunch of S&M clubs in CY so that all people can go twice a week and get it out of their system so they can be normal with each other for the most part of their lives? Good morning to you all. '">" or > missing in user HTML. Please fix the HTML. -->

Choose your pleasures

Contrast of massive information inputted into my system.

An overload of substances and chemicals take over.

It’s a need to go somewhere without effort.

Euphoria is not the same kind when you get to it through exercise or lovemaking. It has its toll. Where the latter give, the first take out of you, but they are an addiction in their own right. Choose your pleasures is this year’s resolution.

Two years ago I had to make great efforts to be honest to myself. I learned that people around you must allow you that. It is very strange, where you think that it is all up to you, to have such great influence from others needs and should you have a stubborn care giving nature and low egotism you will have a hard time.

Urgency is a crewel drive without substantial motive. In celebrating life, people of the arts create and criticize. I want to tell them that while their creativity gives them pleasure, and thus they enjoy bringing out intensities of life, good or bad, as the observer, there is a counter situation, where the observers pleasure is to streap emotions and give substance through objective comparative analysis and have the artistic right to correlate elements in order to produce art of essence that contrasts the pure oblivion of expressed emotions of the aforementioned artists, however stunningly they might be produced as art.

Such is my life art, and my objective desires for the New Year. Choose your pleasures. Enjoy!