When you are love

An ode to love..."SO I WAIT. BEEN WAITING! I write when I want a resolution. Sort of like, I write because someone does care for me. Or is it because I care for you? Wrong or Right, Good or bad didn’t matter. Till now! Now that I love! It kills me every time we fight. Cause it feels like my golden shoe is really made w/ rusty nails. Like my full blown existence becomes flat. Like My stomach literally wants to come out of my mouth. Like it’s the end all of a sudden! I’ve grown from an over sensitive little girl to and overly sensitive woman. I like being a girl. I feel pure. I feel Me. The good me! With all the believes that are honest and good, with all the hope and faith in the world, with fear but with dare and determination. That’s me. The true me! Only those who love me and I love back will ever see my pain and share my joy. Every moment is important. Every sound and every single letter written in these words! The old magazines, all the broken things, the old and the new, all mean something special enough to remember and to have an impact. As a woman I forget. A lot! I really hate it. I want to be a girl. And you my baby my love my sweetheart my most special one you being so unique, and so much like me you make me feel like Me."